“Thank you, Adele,” the man said dryly,
“It was a pleasure, as always.”
The
snap of the driver’s door closing was the girl’s only reply. Seconds later, the
back seat door opened. Adele stood hipshot, leaning one arm on the frame in a
pose of impatience. The man stepped out into the night and Amber scrambled
after him.
From
what little she could see of the houses that lined the street, they were
imposing — baronial even — with pillared entries and turreted second stories. The
building they faced was narrower, with a mask of ivy covering its tall façade
and shadowing the front entry. Amber followed the two of them through the door
and into the dark.
Adele,
whose movements when she was not pouting were so quick and smooth that Amber hadn’t
sensed her flit forward, switched on a hanging lamp. The soft light illuminated
a large, high-ceilinged room. It was lightly furnished with low couches and end
tables that managed to look antique and mod at the same time. A thick rug in
asymmetrical, geometric patterns was thrown across the polished wood floor and
there was a series of abstract paintings on the walls. The effect of it all was
luxurious, original, and somehow dated, as if the designer had been at the
forefront of a generation long passed.
Amber
turned from her examination of the room to find the man watching her closely.
“I
hope you like what you see.”
Amber
nodded cautiously. “Not everyone can have a house like this.”
He
smiled with another flash of teeth. “No, indeed. This is one of the — how shall
I say it? — fringe benefits of my position. It comes with getting everything
you want.” He let that statement hang in
the air between them before turning towards the other girl still standing at
the far end of the room.
“Adele,
I think a toast is called for. It is appropriate to honor a new era’s
beginning, as I think is about to in Amber’s — existence. I’m sure we have
something in the back that she could drink.”
Adele
gave another of her expressive half-shrugs, but she turned and disappeared into
the shadows. Her scornful voice floated back, “I’m not sure what the point is,
sir. It’s not going to change anything if she drinks this stuff.”
“Adele,”
he was still smiling, but his voice had gone hard again, “you don’t appreciate
the finer things in life. Just do as I say, and you will learn, eventually.”
There
was a rustle and Adele was back, carrying a bottle in one hand and a single
wine glass in the other. The man tsked.
“That
is not a very genteel presentation, my girl.”
Adele
held them out to him, her posture suddenly diffident. “I’m sorry, but I hurried
because I need to go out as well tonight, and we don’t have much time left
before first light. I was waiting for you most of the night, and I still have
to hunt…”
“As
you should.” The man took the wine from
her, and set the glass on a lacquered tray, before pouring out a careful
measure.
Adele
was watching him intently, and in the moment that he was turned away from her,
Amber caught sight of the look in the other girl’s eyes. It was a look she
recognized.
The
other girl’s beautiful, alien face was drawn, all trace of her earlier
petulance and sarcasm gone for the moment. She stared at her master with a kind
of bitter longing, a constrained and frustrated desire intense enough to be
almost indistinguishable from hatred.
It was the same
helpless wish for recognition, the abandonment of self in quest of a superior’s
approval, that Amber knew her fellow students felt for their teachers and
ballet masters; that she had felt herself. She felt icy cold, weak from lack of
food and sleep, and suddenly, terribly afraid.
The man turned back,
offering her the glass full of dark liquid. He nodded to Adele, although his
eyes barely flicked away from Amber’s face. “Time for you to go, then. You
shouldn’t waste the darkness, and we are perfectly capable of keeping each
other company here.”
“Yes sir.” Adele’s mask had come down again, and her
mouth curled slightly, but her tone was obedient. In a moment she had turned
and disappeared.
The man barely
acknowledged her departure as he proffered the glass again toward Amber. He
stepped closer, and his face seemed to swim and fill her vision.
Long ago, when she
still had friends who weren’t other dancers, they had dragged her to a Six
Flags park one summer, insisting that she would enjoy the roller coasters and
other thrill rides. She had discovered almost immediately that nothing was
farther from the truth, and that the adrenaline surge as she fell helplessly away
from the world without was both bizarre and horrible. She had frozen against the
seat restraints, her limbs heavy and shaking. She felt some of that same
paralysis now. It was all that prevented her from cringing away from him.
“What, lost your
taste?” He was standing close now, his
shadow blocking out the light. “Or is it that you do not need to whet your
appetite before the main course?” He
smiled and the tip of his tongue flicked over a tooth.
Amber tried to
speak, tried to recall the reckless nihilism that had powered her actions for
most of the night, but all she could think of was the haunted look in Adele’s eyes,
like a promise of an endless future, repeating the patterns of the past without
relief. There was no escape.
After a moment of
silence, he shrugged and stepped back to set down the glass. Amber jerked as if
from a recoil, and self-consciously attempted to mask the movement (as if
anything would have escaped his attention), by shoving her hands into her
pockets. Her right hand closed around the small, ovoid object she had left
there, and she felt the flash of a sudden realization.
Click — light. Click — off. Just like that.
His
eyes were still on her, speculative and greedy, but now she looked him full in
the face and stepped forward herself, lifting her jaw and tilting her head back.
As he caught her up tightly, she wrapped her thin arms around him in turn, nestling
the lighter in the small of his back before flicking it on with one blind
thumb-stroke.